Good day bloggers!
This afternoon, we had our first and very long quiz in our Operating System subject covering chapters 2 to 5. And take note, we didn't have the chance to discuss it inside the class even once. Before we start taking the quiz, our professor asked us if we are ready. Honestly, I wanna answer him that I'm not ready to take that quiz simply because I didn't study. Yah I read some of the pages in those chapters mentioned but then I understand nothing. I was not nervous but I knew deep inside my heart I regret so much of not studying my lessons in this subject, I admit it was taken for granted. And here I am now just this afternoon around 1:30pm sitting infront on my monitor, taking the exam with nothing registered into my head even a single concept...what a worst experience really...!!! My realizations and guilts of taking it for granted grew deeper and deeper as I continue to read the questions...I really have no idea on how to answer those questions.. It was extremely difficult for a student who really did nothing to pass that quiz. If I were to rate and examine my answers, about 5% of it is really sure and all remaining 95% were all a guess"bintot bintot kung sa bisaya pa!!...It's a 10 minute quiz and so I have to submit before the time limit ends or else I'll be deducted 10 points...Well, as I click the submit button I already assumed that I will fail, well I have no choice but to expect the consequence of my irresponsibility...But whew!!!....I passed the quizzes. It is a 3 part quizzes and I passed them all but not that good scores really, having an average for each part: 87%,81% and the worst 78%...hahaha....After I got the result it seems that a very painful thorn was taken away from my body...Well, with what I did, I am slight happy of the result that I have but not that happy because I knew I could have better score than that if and only if I studied....I started to ask myself, was it fortune or I'm just born to be that hmmm....('smart')...hehehe....joke!!!
But this experience of mine is not just merely an experience. Again, it's a great learning that I had. One of my great realization with my mistake is that "Taking things(person, place,happening, etc.) for granted is not right and would never be right"..We always have the freedom to choose what are we going to do, it's just that we have to be prepared of whatever consequence in every action / decision we make...It's either good or evil and we are either worthy to be praised or to be blame.
Till next time guys...God bless!!!